So It looks like if I want to get consistent work with enough hours I'm going to have to do my level 3 first. That'll take up my time 9am-4pm Mon-Fri from September for a year.
If I do that I can no longer meet the criteria to get Universal Credit so I will lose my income. I *might* be able to get student finance but because it isn't a degree that's significantly less than what I'm getting now which I'm already struggling to cover my expenses.
I am stuck between a rock and a hard place. This system is broken.
So my interview got cancelled. Indeed fucked me over because a form I was meant to get and fill out didn't come in and so I couldn't get it back in time. I work my ass off around another interview trying to get it submitted before my interview and then after I do I get an email saying they've already filled the position and my interview is cancelled. An hour before my interview was supposed to happen. I'm frustrated and emotionally exhausted.
So I’m already a ball of stress and now I have someone on tumblr @ ing me because I had the nerve to say don’t laugh at crying children? And defended that point when someone came along with the sole argument of “But sometimes it’s funny lol” I’m not going to link anything here but it’s just another addition to the mountain of stress I’m under.