As promised, one digital skitters. And now ya'll know that the inside of his mouth is white.

Bonus on a dark background:


nagahissteria
posted this
Time ago

So it's been ages since I logged in here but I'm back after a couple months of settling into my new job and now feeling more secure in my life than I have for a long time.

Plus y'know, a resurgence of MCR has me very excited.

Anyway, how's everyone doing?


nagahissteria
babushka(he/she, он/она/)
Time ago

Alexander McQueen Skull Knit Jumper [find an unofficial pattern on Ravelry here!]


nagahissteria
posted this
Time ago

So out of the blue yesterday I got recommended a video on youtube that was a timelapse of this person doing hand embroidery. (Channel is Rose World and you can find it here. I found the videos really relaxing.)

I already really enjoy sewing so I thought I'd give it a try. Here's my first attempt at it. This was a lot of fun.


nagahissteria
posted this
Time ago

An update on my situation (04/07/2019)

There has been a change of circumstances. Not to worry, things got better. Going to edit my original post and add a link to this one. Full explanation under read more.

So I had a job interview on monday. Full time work as a learning support assistant that's a train ride away.

Today I found out I got the job.

Because the position is in a specialised college, it operates on term times so the likelihood is I won't be seeing any pay until the end of september. but once I'm working, pay is pro rata, meaning I get paid in the summer even though I don't get work in the summer. It also means my pay will be consistent.

I'm not in the clear just yet. I still have some expenses that I might fall a little short on, but now I should be able to keep things afloat.

I would like to build up an additional safety buffer of about £100 just to get through until I can get paid if possible. For this reason I am keeping my commissions open and I'm going to make a new goal on kofi to replace the current one. Any support is very appreciated but please don't feel at all obligated. This is peace of mind more than anything.

I want to thank everyone who shared the original post and sent me kind words of support. You guys are awesome and deserve the best.

Here are my links for anyone who is interested in commissions etc:

My art is here

Commission info here

Kofi here

That one thing I have on redbubble here


nagahissteria
posted this
Time ago

Finally got a haircut

Since I just got a haircut. Here’s my face for the first time!

I love the way this looks, it’s a little shorter than I can normally push to get it and I am living!

(He/They pronouns)


nagahissteria
plum
Time ago
plum

It always shocks me when people have interest lists that are like 30-40 media long, I hyperfixate and then scorch earth immediately after so at any point I have maybe 4 total interests

nagahissteria

Do you do that thing where you pick up a new interest or rediscover an old one and one of the things that was on your current list just kinda falls away and you forget it exists until reminded?



nblm

If you're nonbinary and sometimes identify as mlm and/or wlw, you're valid! If you're nonbinary and always identify as mlm and/or wlw, you're also super valid! As a genderfluid currently-but-not-always mlm myself, I can confirm that we're amazing!!!


nagahissteria
posted this
Time ago

So I've been kind of inactive the last few days. Been on the busy side. My schedule is clearing up again though for the most part after tomorrow so I should be back to posting more regularly.

I wanna get more art up on here and maybe start another big project like the dragon painting I did. Tempted to go traditional with the next piece though, use markers and pencils since I suck with paints.

Anyone got any ideas they'd like to see? Mythical creatures, setpieces etc. Looking to brainstorm something and have a concept put together and all ideas are welcome.


lingoon

To all that’re NBLM, MLNB, and MLM, even questioning, that feel like they don’t fit anywhere or are conflicted due to their attraction, I think you folks are lovely, valid beings and I hope you’ll find your sense of belonging soon.

💖❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💖❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💖❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💖


I need help (Edited 04/07/2019)

nagahissteria

Change of circumstances. Putting the original text of this post under a read more. Things have turned around a bit and while there's still a bit of a bumpy road ahead, things are going to get better.

I made a post about the new situation here

I recently found out that come September I will be losing my Universal Credit completely. This is already just barely enough to get by because of the way they work it out. I’ve been putting off making this post because I don’t feel comfortable just asking for help like this, but at this point I’m out of options.

I am nonbinary and autistic. Because of sensory issues I cannot work in certain environments or I will have regular meltdowns. I also have trouble with my sense of balance which can make certain tasks incredibly difficult.

I live with my parents, but they can’t support me financially. Best case scenario, my income will drop from £3000 to £1500 to cover me for a whole year, but I might not even get that.

I’m setting a goal on Kofi of £2000 as that should be enough to give me some stability and time to try and find consistent work. In the meantime I will keep updating you all on the situation both here and on Waterfall.

I don’t like just asking for money for nothing, so I will be taking commissions via my email nagahissteria@gmail.com. You can find all the information about my commissions here.

I’ll also be taking smaller sketch requests over on Kofi.

If you aren’t looking for a commission right now, I recently put up my first ever work on Redbubble which you can find here.

Any little bit helps and reblogs are also very much appreciated. I'm crossposting this on my tumblr also under the username nagahissteria. Tumblr is not kind to posts with links so if you're able a reblog there would make a huge difference.

Here are a few examples of my art that I think best show what I do. You can find all my art posts here.

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nagahissteria
posted this
Time ago

I need help (Edited 04/07/2019)

Change of circumstances. Putting the original text of this post under a read more. Things have turned around a bit and while there's still a bit of a bumpy road ahead, things are going to get better.

I made a post about the new situation here

I recently found out that come September I will be losing my Universal Credit completely. This is already just barely enough to get by because of the way they work it out. I’ve been putting off making this post because I don’t feel comfortable just asking for help like this, but at this point I’m out of options.

I am nonbinary and autistic. Because of sensory issues I cannot work in certain environments or I will have regular meltdowns. I also have trouble with my sense of balance which can make certain tasks incredibly difficult.

I live with my parents, but they can’t support me financially. Best case scenario, my income will drop from £3000 to £1500 to cover me for a whole year, but I might not even get that.

I’m setting a goal on Kofi of £2000 as that should be enough to give me some stability and time to try and find consistent work. In the meantime I will keep updating you all on the situation both here and on Waterfall.

I don’t like just asking for money for nothing, so I will be taking commissions via my email nagahissteria@gmail.com. You can find all the information about my commissions here.

I’ll also be taking smaller sketch requests over on Kofi.

If you aren’t looking for a commission right now, I recently put up my first ever work on Redbubble which you can find here.

Any little bit helps and reblogs are also very much appreciated. I'm crossposting this on my tumblr also under the username nagahissteria. Tumblr is not kind to posts with links so if you're able a reblog there would make a huge difference.

Here are a few examples of my art that I think best show what I do. You can find all my art posts here.

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nagahissteria
posted this
Time ago
foxrockit asked:

top 5 taz npcs

Oooo Okay this is a toughy because there's so many buuuuut (All from Balance because I still need a chance to listen properly to the other Arcs) in no particular order:

- Johann

- Garfield the Deals Warlock

- June

- NO-3113/Noelle

- Klarg


HELP!

lingoon

I’m in need of money for some food since I’ll only eat certain kinds than have anything available in the house, getting tired of thriving on cereal, sandwiches, and (sometimes) pizza n’ chips, and also want to feed my nephew who’s also especially picky as I am.

Like not to be That Guy who asks for things, especially if it’s something fixable, but I’d rather feel satisfied than go hungry to the point of irritation, anxiety, and getting sick.

I’m unemployed and probably plan living on disability in the future for personal reasons, despite being pressured to apply for a job. My dad’s using most of his money on a house for us he’s paying for to be built back in most of the family’s home country and grandpa. And even if he had the money, I don’t really wanna ask him for some because… terrible things have come to light, let’s just say (plus he gets tired from 12 hours on his job so he needs a lot of rest). Mom can’t work anymore due to her ataxia. My brother… Well, some of y’all know how siblings can be and I don’t wanna pester him to take me places and lend me money. He kinda scares me a little, too.

Not only that, but I also want to have some money for helping me move out of this hell hole, and to cover a few payments that I owe as well.

Sorry for not having a fancy commission sheet on me at the moment, nor having examples for certain types of commissions in the link below. Been having a slow art day as of lately. I’ll probably have one later. In the meantime, here are a few examples of what my art looks like (captions below!):

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(Sketchy chibi fanart of RevScarecrow playing My Summer Car. Mind the name in signature, that was my old Twitch username--)

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(Bust commission for one of my good friends, cryptid-anonymous on Tumblr, of his OC, Danny!)

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(Fullbody lineless art of my shapeshifter OC possibly for D&D, Maddox!)

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(Headshot painting of Julian from The Arcana for a trade with @99cmilk on Twitter!)

And here are the prices and examples for what I can draw for all y’alls. Also linked there is what I will and won’t draw tho I’ll toss a link to that in this post, too, just in case.

You can also donate/commission me on Ko-fi as well! I don’t have a sheet (along with prices) set up there either (again, sorry), so you can give or pay what you want.

Reblogging this also helps! Message me for email (and PayPal as well), otherwise the address should on my Ko-fi page. Thank you guys either way!! <3


nagahissteria
posted this
Time ago
aurenfaie asked:

Top 5 mythical creatures?

Dude okay this is special interest territory on the extreme end.

5. Fae folk

4. Mermaids

3. Driders

2. Dragons

1. Nagas

I have OCs based on all of these, nagas in particular make up a good amount of them very much thanks to my special interest in snakes.


nagahissteria
posted this
Time ago

It's about time I claim my title as the Math gay. I just listened to a video about manipulating RNG in Paper Mario the Thousand Year Door (video here) and it is all about how the game calculates RNG values based on the previous value with a formula and the values are in a sequence so you can reverse engineer it to find where in the sequence it is as well as the current values position in the sequence.

Because the RNG value increments once with a jump or twice for every character of text on screen each frame, you can actually take specific actions in order to rapidly increment your RNG value and make the specific number of steps to get from the original value to the necessary one.

This turned what was a roughly 1/46000 chance into something they could guarantee and only waste 12 frames. All to get 2 fights to have Hammerbros holding Mega Rush badges. But now this can be used for so much more.

This has made my little math nerd heart very happy. This tech absolutely fascinates me. I love how games fake randomness and the brilliant people who reverse engineer it and make it bend to their wills.


matchsticks

anonimity on the internet gets abused by a lot of people to be assholes online but like. im such a private person in real life and the cloak of anonymity gives me the confidence to be more honest about my feelings,,, i feel safe enough to say that i love you, the person reading this. im your friend.

nagahissteria

Screw anon hate, we use our anonymity to be kind and give compliments!




loni i hope you know id die for you


me and @nagahissteria yesterday learning we are the exact same person apparently

nagahissteria

Guys this is literally how it went down.

This is an eternal siblinghood now. @foxrockit I think we're the nonbinary autistic defenders of Waterfall now.



I finally finished it

I'll be honest, I did not see myself having this finished yet. I've been really motivated though by the encouragement from all of you, so thank you so much.

Once this has gone up everywhere, I'm going to be adding a Commissions page to my blog so keep an eye out for that.

I'm also going to be making a post about my situation. I've been vocal about some of it but I think I need to pull it all together.

~~~

If you want to support my work you can find this piece up on Redbubble at -here-

I'm also on Kofi if you'd like to buy me a coffee so I can keep making pieces like this! You can find me -here-

not-theatre-trash

It's so awesome! I love it! Does the dragon have a name?


nagahissteria

Not yet but I'm open to suggestions~



nagahissteria
smooch(she/they)
Time ago
smooch

anyone else in this thread on the toilet rn

nagahissteria

Wasn’t when I first saw this but I am now



plum asked:

tbh I've suspected I might be autistic for a long time but I dont think I have the social aspects that everyone describes and with adhd and anxiety it's hard to tell what is symptoms of those vs what is potentially autism? Also I've just got enough going on as it is that I'm kind of too scared to really look into it ya know

foxrockit

i know what you mean, my family has both autism and adhd in it and the two get confused Often due to the amount of traits the two have in common. but my mom has autism without any of the social difficulty traits so like?? it's possible

i kinda think of autism spectrum traits as like. a salad bar. like it's the same wide array of different things but in different combos depending on the person u know?

amias-as-i-am

it's also worth noting that a lot of autistic people are forced to learn social cues really early on, and many don't realize they're masking until they have a meltdown/shutdown. i hear this especially from autistic folks assigned female at birth - they're expected to know how to communicate with neurotypicals and punished if they can't, so they do, even though it can be really confusing and damaging. it's definitely hard to pick apart what falls into what categories, but it's good to be aware that not everybody has the same signs, and other signs can be difficult to recognize even for the person living them.


nagahissteria

The different expectations placed on amab vs afab individuals are ridiculous honestly. It's made it so difficult for certain traits to get picked up on because they define certain traits as being specific to assigned sex at birth when they're not. My brother and I are both autistic and we share a lot of traits. The treatment we have each received has been vastly different. My brother is amab and was diagnosed at a very young age, because of this people underestimate his level of understanding. So many people I know refuse to listen to actual autistics and are still using functioning labels and brain age comparisons. This has kept my brother from learning a lot of skills because noone will let him try. I on the other hand am afab. The only reason I was diagnosed at all was because I went to a doctor about my depression and anxiety behind my parents' backs when I was 17. I went through school with no support and often got yelled at for not immediately knowing how to do certain "simple" tasks. This has hurt both of us massively but in very different ways. I know this isn't the situation for everyone, but I've heard so many stories reflective of this that it's hard not to start making connections.



foxrockit

it's not easy being the only top on this entire website but that's life for you

nagahissteria

Bold of you to assume you're the only one.




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